Day Fiftytwo:

There isn’t much to say about today, the dank cold nature of it says it all really.
I spent most of my day on the computer attempting to mix my lyrics with some kind of beats, Shell has been off with me the last few days, I guess my poems have bothered her more then I cared to think about.


Shell offers to make us both Turbo’s, very nice of her to, I wish she would spend a little more effort making me feel special, especialy at the moment.

I am trying so hard to forgive and forget and to be a better husband, but I do not feel like the commitment to the course is equal from by parties.


Phone rings!

We missed it, 1471 reviles it was Shells friend with the relationship problems, ho hum!

Shell and I have not really spoken much over the last few days she has defiantly shown me her cold shoulder.

The reason I thought for the affair in the first place was our break down in communication but I am feeling like that breakdown had nothing to do with me.

Please talk to me my love.

One comment

  1. It is very hard to re-establish communication. Well, it is hard work to establish it in the first place. I feel for you. Have dealt with these struggles.

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