She still lies to me, we argue more.
I booked my self into a short stay mental hospital as the pressure of everything has got to me.
Shell continues to lie to despite asking me to marry her on the same day.
You destroyed my trust, I held onto it by a thread and then you simply tossed it away.
I love you my queen but your lies are not something I can forgive you for today as tomorrow they will haunt my dreams.
I believed you, trusted you to tell me the truth and you even lied about that.
Your friends you care and respect for, me I am nothing more to you than a lowly piece of shit on the bottom of your shoe.
I doubt I’ll be back, goodbye.
Forgive me for everything I have done that torments.
Forgive me for not having the strength to move forwards.
Forgive me for not having the courage to forgive and forget.
Forgive me for not being a worthy Human of loving grace.