Andromeda Hope

Yesterday we moved into an empty house without furniture or our nick naks to comfort us.

Shell was bleeding for most of the day we went to the hospital for an emergency scan only to discover the baby has no heart beat.

At only 6 cm our baby may have died four weeks ago.

I can only imagine that the bitter twisted path along the game of life we walk has more pain for us to endure.

Darren you won’t have to sue us now your threats matter not no more.
You can rest easy the affair you had with my wife, the stress and self pity and harm was all for nothing, you destroyed us completely, your plan worked, now we wait for seven days to see if the baby, our baby has grown and is alive, if not it has passed before we could even see it smile, cry or walk.

All that is left is A Hope that little Andromeda Hope is still alive, I ask for your loving kindness and prayers, as nothing short of a miracle from all the deities of the universe could save our baby now.

Seven days we wait, seven days of hope.

I place a picture my daughter drew wishing mummy luck, a Buddha atop a box, a broken angel, our wedding rings, into a box, then place them under a lit lamp.

All that I own, only has that wonderful scent of the love of your family, I pray that’s enough to see us through.

If you have a god and feel us worthy, please pray with us for a miracle of light
That our baby lives, A Hope is all we have left, loving kindness, loving kindness, loving kindness, Namaste, may each of you find genuine happiness in your hearts.


  1. amras888 · May 2, 2012

    How very, very painful.

  2. Praying for you sweetheart, and Shell and the baby. ♥ ♥ ♥

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