Song of the moment! (Music to let it all go.) Previous songs.
Faithless – Mass Destruction
This song reminds me that I must remind everyone about The Venus Projects Humanity Month! listen whilst you read friends =)
Valentines Day Detox – Love Yourself
I began this journey on February 2012, my then wife had an affair I quit pharmaceuticals and we lost three souls due to miscarriage, this blog was written for me to heal myself and others and provides information and guidance on self help, politics, human rights and alternative ways to heal your self, thanks for visiting.
This Blog will record my progress in the hope that it will shred some light on what this Fibromyalgia is, where did it come from?, I attempt to break the chains that imprisoned me for a decade, the NHS‘s tablets.
I had taken Tramadol hydrochloride for years and the bag of goodies from the doctor was growing ever bigger every month.
The pharmaceuticals consumed my innards with their chemicals and additives, I knew I was dying every part of my body was screaming it at me.
The last straw and the holy grail that made me do this thing is the fact that my skin does not fit my body, it is simply to big, plus just recently I’ve needed a wheel chair to go out as I can’t support my weight for very long at all.
As disgusting as that sounds and believe me it is, it’s the one thing above all that made me say enough is enough, if after twenty years of medication you are still getting worse stop the lot and do something else instead.
Most of the muscles in my body have wasted I can hardly walk anymore, I am extremely Anorexic but am not worried about being overweight just suffering the rest of the symptoms and vomit constantly.
The skin on my legs has folds where it simply is too big to fit the same holds true for my elbows and face but not to such extremes, the excess skin has started to sore up on my hands and other places and feels very dry to touch, I am extremely sensitive.
I take medication for pain relief that causes constipation so I have to take medication for that, that medication makes me sick due to the high amounts of acid and most of it has artificial sweeteners that I’m allergic to.
So then I have tablets for anti sickness on top of everything else WTF BBQ I am taking tablets because I am taking tablets, and I know they are killing me slowly, but that slowly seems much faster these days.
Then on top of all that I have smoked twenty a day for twenty years enough is enough.
Pharmaceutical Addiction / Fibromyalgia are these things the same thing? (RESEARCH NOTE::Check how long term use of pharmaceuticals affects the body.)
I try to answer this question for my-self on this site over the next few months as I attempt to cleanse myself of the poisons of life and prescription.
It all started on Valentines day when I decided to love my self and stop everything.
February 14th 2012, I Just STOPPED! ( Follow my Daily Progress ) Starting weight (49KG)
I would not recommend stopping medications the way I did to anyone it is dangerous and could cause you some serious harm